“We were nearly boundless zeros, just pitiful little beings swept from one kind of oblivion to another”
Harumi Murakami
Entries from May 2008
May 30, 2008
literature
May 22, 2008
something in me died
two months on, i am still unable to get over the breakup.
and it is eating into every fucking aspect of my life, and every second of it as well.
reading past entries like http://surrealist.wordpress.com/2007/12/09/heh-heh-heh/ is painful, gut-wrenching and causes me to lose whatever semblance of sanity i have left.
i need to come to terms. but i [...]
May 17, 2008
thank you for smoking
i recently gave me a +1 and promoted myself from being the cheapo can-i-bum-a-stick-from-you occasional smoker to a slightly regular smoker paying from my own pockets, increasing my intake to about 5-7 menthol lights a day.
and this morning, while going about applying the usual war-paint on my face, i realised that my concealer seemed to oddly disagree with my skin [...]
May 13, 2008
best.trip.EVER!
am back from a ROCKIN’ 4 days at port dickson!
tiesto ( we missed both ferry corsten and cosmic gate but what the hell. tiesto made up for it a hundred times over ) was unbelievably awesome. the best DJ in the world’s set from the first night was good, but the second night takes the [...]
May 9, 2008
a very angry hamster
what the FUCK is wrong with the burmese government?!
millions lay dying, with scarce access to clean water, much less food.
and yet the fucking junta is still REFUSING AID?! (they are eventually giving in but by the time they give the green light the rotting bloated corpses would have exploded into a rancid mess, which would [...]
May 7, 2008
vietnam: strike three! + and then some
pictures lah. over 300+ of them and had to whittle down to just the few relevant ones.
tough i tells ya!
how can i not resist a bike ride in the land of motorbikes?! and yes obviously the helmet isn’t going to save my life
congested roads? no problem. pavement will do as well.
the “taxi bike” i hopped onto.. [...]
May 6, 2008
routine
I would laugh, wrap my face around the duvets warmed by our bodies, trying to duck your kisses and morning breath.
I would balance on my toes and rest my chin on your shoulder, tracing your rugged facial terrain with my fingertips, our strained breathing eventually encapsulating our virtual doppelgangers in the mirror.
I would feed Toby [...]
